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Aloha John~
A friend & I attended one of your shows maybe 2 or 3 years ago at LBC, shortly before the fires in Sonoma County. It was an awesome experience I didn't expect was possible. I work with people's ancestors every day, so I'm very tuned in to ancestor presence in that setting. But before the show, something very cool happened that was direct and enormous validation of loved ones on the other side being extremely present to their relatives, who had expectations of hopefully hearing from them through you during the show. Not sure if you realize this, but there are a very high percentage of folks who are super sensitive & talented seers in their own right.
Upon opening the door to the lobby, I literally stepped over the threshhold, into an enormous "body of light" that seemed to evoke a hushed or "quieted" type of energy as I entered. I had the experience of a great number of people turning around & looking up to watch me enter & smiling to greet me It felt like I was literally being received & recognized by people & their ancestors. It was a little nerve wracking because I like being unnoticed & remaining quietly in the background.
I don't relate this story as an ego trip or to brag. I actually didn't intend to write this ever, but find myself doing so because it feels directed. I'm relating this story because it is so important to validate & honor all those who were in attendance that day, who had been woken up on yet another level, by their loved ones on the other side. As I walked respectfully & quietly through the crowd, many people followed me with their eyes. I had the distinct feeling of being in an exquisitely holy place, akin to being in a huge cathedral. It was breath-takingly beautiful energy emanating from the crowd of fans waiting to see you, John.
Out of the corner of my eye, and to my right, I saw someone walking quickly through the crowd toward me. It was a very elderly gentleman, so kind-hearted, humble & obviously a true empath. His decades long sense of grief was truly palpable. He approached me with a kind & tender directness, I found it a little unnerving. As he held his hand out to me, he said he just wanted to tell me about how special I am because of my sensitivities. He seemed so touched by what he recognizes in me. Embarrassed & squirming internally, I thanked him warmly, shaking his hand letting him know that I also recognized his own beautiful sensitivities, and that he was also pretty darn special himself. It meant so much to him to reach out & welcome me out loud & I wish I had had the nerve to say I wish I could get to know him. My uncomfortability was making me feel how much I wanted to redirect & deflect his sincere complement. He was so incredibly sweet & kind.
My heart was so blown wide open that I had to walk back out of the lobby to gather myself back up, as people were beginning to feel a little too curious. I realized later, that all of this ancestor attention was also preparing me to face large crowds of people in the future, who were connected to their loved ones on the other side & how it would feel. It's one of those things, I discovered that day, that I will never, ever be able to take for granted, because of the sheer beauty the souls of our family members truly are, in fact. It was breathtaking to experience, sacred in its presence & truly miraculously healing in its nature. I love you John, your dedication, ethics and quality of your work. The quality of standards you choose to live up to, is beautifully reflected in the healing energies your amazing audience collectively and individually holds, whose presence I treasure being in the company of.
It's clear that as humans we have NO idea how directly, how often or when--our physical & spiritual presence can be truly and deeply experienced by others as HEALING.
Blessings to you, your purpose & all those who surround you.
Mahalo.
Phyllis Bala